I insist to leave this blog to Paris

so as I already ....

float to china...

so maybe I will continue this one if I return to Paris (tiny possibility)

so now call me Lusha maybe?

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thanx to your visit here^^

dear
you are a vase filled with my fidelity
dear
you only take noble role

If there might be a day
I could pierce your expression

await till now
dear
I know lacune lies in your mind

If there might be a day
I could dominate your mood

I want you to recognize me in dark and in light
I want desert thorn  into rose
suddenly lacune is seen beyond a kiss

last night for myself

only hours before the plane

I have nothing to say

thank fate to bring me here

one can never be too young for Paris

If lucky enough

this curse will mark me through all lifetime

For the girl forever young

I insist that you are a girl

even you are already married

even you are older than me

older as another generation

There exist two kinds of female

girl and woman

without regard to age

without evolution

you are the first kind

For me you only run in a littel woods

with rabbit costume

wearing sunshine coming through leaves

For me you already passed hard time in your life

the time you tried to figure out sadness

For me you are a natural artist

without expositon to prove your fame

without money to measure your value

without comparison to your life partner

as the first time I opened your Alice in Wonderland

For me

you are the girl deserves pure happiness in life

etc.

now you are frozen by my imagination

as a girl who gave me an ear

a porcelain ear

as for myself

with all delightful joy

I became the girl take away one piece of your porcelain jungle

au revoir

1.     我说那个张啥子  
2.     有空再陪我烧钱哈
3.     完了去la chapelle 吃螃蟹  
4.     还有那个性感的谭小姐  
5.     不管是加拿大还是成都  
6.     都不要把我搞忘了哈  
7.     再找一个爆米花无限供应的地方喝水

好, 就这样

莫要伤感

后会有期

身边无数的animal, 有缘千里聚成动物园, 然后互相说着充满动物本能的限制冷笑话, 品德高尚作风正派的人类都无法洞悉其中奥妙, 友谊超越性别, 感情逾越性向,

回忆就如十指盛放的菊花, 渗透在生活的嬉笑怒骂中.

merci

Michel

Along with your design

Along with your curve

Rotating and rotating

Finally into the eye of storm

The paradise

Everythings on earth revolute to axis

Along with me

Settle down for you

Over the sense

Over the nature

Drawing a veil over God

Get you at my side

Although you smashed into fragments in love

I am still here to grab fragments

Before fragment lands down

Before fragment floats up

If you turn into powder

Who still wants to stay as a whole?

Come and sink

Into my deep

World is turning into shivering flakes

Heave a sigh

Under the end

Promise me

With the most beautiful water bloom

May I?

Come and enfold me

To form a swirl

To furl a thousand feet wave

Behind a kiss

Submerge you with the world

I love you this much

Come and enfold me

Kiss me from tiptoe

Soul fall to flood step by step

This affair is eroding me

As a net of clouds

Over me

When I was reckless

Reckless of disaster

How was it

Who sucked who

How was it

Who involved who

Come and enfold me

To form a swirl

To twist gravity

To terrify an ocean

Until the world is finally stirred

Finally clarified

There is only us

Until the world completely paralyses

There is only our own to play

Along with your design

Along with your curve

Rotating…

And sinking into waves

At the bottom of lake

Through water

The full moon

你总说在看着我生活,其实我们是互相对看,互相讨论这几年的无数小风小浪,八卦人生,高潮低潮,我们一起拖着沉重的行李箱爬上5楼,一起因为wifi的飘忽哭笑这里残酷的生活,我从你那里领略了双子的自负自落,内心的高低起落,你从我这里发现了金牛的固执自我,外表的嬉笑狂放. 我希望等我们再有机会一起近距离的生活,像这里变态的社会把我们隔离捆绑,一起在烟雾弥漫的小小房间里度过有烟共享的快乐,有机会我再给你放最大音量的teardrop,然后你旷西旷西说,好有感觉.

 走出火车站

这个城市就这样罗衫轻解的躺在我眼前

说不出话来

直到现在都说不出话来

After Finland, it's the country with the worst food.

How can you trust people who eat as badly as that?

---------Jacques Chirac

I want emotional food!!!

It doesn't have to be one fancy meal with my happy tears, BUT at least that's where I can see cooked meat , vegetable, rice or something. I don't see the difference between SUBWAY and homemade sandwiches. They are still sandwiches with neither technique nor affection. It is just a putting-together of emotionless supermarket materials. One has to gain an iron self-control and an isolated lifestyle here to be possibly keeping fit. Give me something un peu plus raffiné, SVP!

English need endless Foodie revolutions to realize the holy definition of FOOD.

我想可能英格兰人忙着挣钱, 没有时间研究吃饭;

我以为到了苏格兰这种传统的国家, 这一切磨难都会结束, 他们应该在广阔的天地里, 无所事事的日子里研究出有技术含量的菜肴. 无数的local向我推荐Haggis, 这是一种由羊杂加上多种配料精制而成, 苏格兰人应以自豪的当家菜. 于是, 在一个传统的海边小镇, 一家传统但是服务生都很年轻帅气的餐馆, 我满怀希望的点了下面这个东西

    尝了一口之后,

    默默的想起了重庆的鼎食居,

    想起了羊肉笼笼和淋汁豆腐,

    眼珠外翻, 遥望故乡, 老泪横流...

    帅哥过来收盘子的时候, 我一边说不错, 一边诅咒那个说秀色可餐的人.

一般情况下, 旅游的时候我是不会去吃中餐的,

毕竟当地特色菜也是旅行途中的重要组成部分,

但是,

当这一切bullshit 遇到火锅的时候,

基本就自行瓦解了.

我就是一个重庆女人,

给我一坨海椒 我就可以撬起整个地球

向严肃认真地

在世界各个偏远山区

经营正宗火锅店

并且给予学生10%折扣的华人老板致敬

Orz

每天困在原地, 慢慢发现打个喷嚏都有许多感想, 这是不是装13已经不重要了.

先休息一下, 现实里太多的不甘心, 曾经半夜发神经写了首憎恨社会不公的梨花诗

我要花多久的时间

才可以像照片中的你一样

手里握着Perrier 或是 San Pellegrino

出现在八卦杂志上?

囧囧囧

对我来说

还是图像

比较容易押韵

     人生偶有意义非凡的时刻

     大多数日子看上去都平淡无奇

    内心亦乌云密布 雷雨交加

       亦云淡风轻 一轮明月

          只因我是自喻为

           用心感受生活的

               神经病

  和几个人说过这辈子最平静的时刻

  高二的某个傍晚, 人都散了, 都聚到五云山下吃饭去了

  我一个人。

  坐在山顶,一个秋千旁边

  那时还在用CD机, 不断回放着 L'arc-en-ciel 的あなた

  从那以后,

  青春期充分发挥了荷尔蒙的作用,

  把童年的无忧无虑彻底阻断,

  人生变成一坨chaos, 再怎么静下心来也理不清.

  It is only when I lose myself in someone else   that I found myself

It is only when I am elsewhere that I came out of  narrow inside

比空间更可怕的是时间, 几个月前的人事就抛之脑后了,

想起的也是支离破碎, 毫无杀伤力的故事情节,

以前刻意藏起来的道具也让人视若无睹,

还好该哭的时候都及时的一个人彻底发挥了,

不然现在调动所有的情绪都演不出当事人的感觉了

旅行日记如果不是记于当下是没有意义的,

火车到了一个小站, 站台上有一个白皙的中年女人, 向车里一个小孩子挥着手.

她的面孔不断纠结, 憋屈, 就像硬吞着苦水局部抽动着,

再镇定,

手放在额头片刻,

像是在遮挡阳光, 或是镇定情绪,

嘴唇别扭在脸上, 无声的做出 I love you 的口型.

人的构造很奇妙, 可以凭借脸上不时向外界涌出的液体,

表达一些情绪, 平衡一些情感变化

我一直盯着她的脸,

想起了我妈

在车上乱按了几张, 发现颜色还有点岩井俊二的意思

不过可能是我误会岩井俊二了 或者是误会我自己了

cheers...

  苏格兰人说在高地上如果能遇到75匹白马

  下一个看到的人呢

  就是你的true love

  我一路上看到57只

  车到爱丁堡市区

  我还在东张西望

  说不定有奇迹出现呢

  不论结局的寻找

  这叫PMA

  Positive Mental Attitude

  幸福路上的必修课

  Aye (meaning Yes in Scottish)

山上的牛和羊都屈膝而卧

很享受当下生活的样子

旅行也是一件遗憾的事

很多牛羊

和他们的缘分只有擦身而过的一瞬

他们都如静止的画面一般

一帧两帧

由我快速翻阅

旅途便有了鲜活的假象

很巧地在英国遇到另一个大学同学

她和我聊起神的存在

也许上帝看我

就像我看脚边固执的小虫一般

不停地将头撞向大树

然后感叹

世界的荒谬

about MONEY

   Last scene of all, That ends this strange eventful history,

   Is second childishness and mere oblivion,

   Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste,

   sans everything.

time flied

so aged my parents

so changed my role

the very last second I was opening a bottle of wine to celebrate my independant life,

the new life full of possibilities from when I thought I could realize dreams or even daydreams without guilty to parents

then suddenly their demand appears

about MUSIC

     With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;
     His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide
     For his shrunk shank, and his big manly voice,
     Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
     And whistles in his sound.

completed my massive remix collection,

always wondering in the train if I should send some good pieces to you,

I hesitated,

as it is not yet the best time to disturbe our peace,

I am no more the same as the kind I used to be,

now I think for the other part,

think for his good,

as maybe pain is equal to all,

so I wait,

wait til the day I am over it and I still want to share this wonderful music world with you.

about SENTIMENT

     My spirits to attend this double voice accorded,
     And down I laid to list the sad-tuned tale;
     Ere long espied a fickle maid full pale,
     Tearing of papers, breaking rings a-twain,
     Storming her world with sorrow's wind and rain.

wistful resignation half-concealing half revealing a still smouldering passion

without having recourse to figures of speech

I loved you once, nor can this heart be quiet;
For it would seem that love still lingers there;
But let it not dismay you any longer;

I have no wish to cause you any sorrow
I would in no wise hurting you

I loved you without hope, a mute offender;
What jealous pangs, what shy despairs

And pray God grants you to be loved that way again.

一个四方碗,

底层是长得浑圆的米饭,

第二层左上角是糖醋排骨,

右上角是耗油西兰花,

左下角是白煮虾,

右下角是煎蛋,

我把对你的好全放在这个四方碗里,

看着你奉若至宝的喜形于色的用筷子拨到大嘴里,

这份让我无力维持的爱表现得淋漓尽致,

你也把这份爱全都吞进了肚子里.

有很多照片上,

你很幸福,

我笑得很开心,

都烧进光盘里,

不敢暂存于电脑上.

about FEAR

  Fear no more the frown of the great,
  Thou art past the tyrant's stroke:
  Care no more to clothe and eat;
  To thee the reed is as the oak:
  The sceptre, learning, physic, must
  All follow this, and come to dust.

all those bullshit I sniffle with,

all those consulting words from friends,

all those defence finally taken off,

I was just a fragile silkworm,

eating leaf,

spitting silk to cover my inside,

without fear for future,

slowly tracing the future,

with hope that more sincere ones en route ahead,

another one that I wont meet in the street,

another one that I have the ability to be with.